Ohhhhh

Um. Yes. About the "everything is shit" post...

Owen broke up with me on the 4th of June. I'm going to lift the explanation from VS because I can't be bothered typing it all out again. Plus I can't actually remember all of it off the top of my head, which is maybe a good thing? Probably.

What's making you sad? 
by ezeebee » 04 Jun 2012, 16:27
KG broke up with me today. It was in a... well, not a nice way, not at all, but it wasn't like "I hate you and never want to see you again", which I'm pathetically glad about. He told me he's been very depressed for about two years, and it got a lot worse after Christmas, and he didn't want that to be something that I felt like I needed to help him with. Because of the depression, he isn't going to do his Masters next year, and so is going home to Ireland, and having tried long-distance relationships before he found that they just made each party more and more bitter towards the other, which was horrible, and he didn't want that to happen with us. So we aren't going out anymore. Which fucking sucks. I have managed to get to a point where I can force myself to stop crying about it surprisingly quickly, so I suppose that's a good thing. Still, I am consuming much tea and watching things that have as little romance in them as possible. Three months and a day! Better than my previous, non-existent relationships. I'm glad that it was amicable, because he's still awesome and I like being his friend. But, yes. I'm sad. Very sad.

So there's that. Never mind, eh? I'm sure I'll find someone else just as awesome if not moreso at some point. I am feeling all the better now, anyhoo. :)