Not a great day

I resolved today that I would go to the library and blast through all the work I have to do. I took my laptop with me so I could actually start this friggin' presentation and do this week's library orientation task and my French work, but I FORGOT THE FUCKING CHARGER. My laptop battery is awful and doesn't last long enough to do anything worthwhile. That was incredibly irritating. Then I was feeling generally horrible and like the world is conspiring against me. Then I went to get chocolate and it was raining. It rained the whole time I was walking home. After I got home, I was momentarily cheered by finally finding a topic for my presentation, but now I feel like no-one can see me. Hopefully 4 hours of anime will cheer me up.

I sent a letter to Charlotte yesterday which included a very long self-pitying rant about how no boy will ever find me attractive or want to spend time with me. That didn't particularly help, but oh well. I don't tell people that, generally, and she'd been complaining about Callum (with good reason, though), so I just thought, "Fuck it, I want to complain about boys. I never get that chance."